[imported from livejournal and backdated]
Tiring, hard work, draining. Very worth it though watching Tao stroking
or cuddling Ruan while both of them are feeding. I'm having to remind
him to look up though, his top teeth dig in coz he keeps trying to tuck
his chin down.
Ruan still has her weird feeding pattern but if
she wants to take long naps during the afternoon and all night, I'm cool
with that.
Tao's still being a little brat, I've been way too
impatient with him today and so has Josh, Josh because he has an exam
tomorrow and me because I'm a cranky tired bitch. He's been doing well
at night though, I tell him no nah-nu til morning and he cries and
carries ona nd sniffles and then snuggles up behind me (I have my back
to him, he knows not to clamber over me this time coz he'll squish Ruan)
until morning, and when the sun is up he asks for boob I feed him.
Makes it much easier him not waking up every hour for boob.
Need to be less tired and spend more time with him, poor little dude.