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Woke up this morning in exactly as much pain as I was in yesterday.
This was great. Body adapted. Josh went to uni, I went through the
day.
Just before lunch, after I got Tiny down for his nap, it got
worse. Not labour pain intensity worse but noticeably worse. This was
bad. I dealt with it. Tiny woke up, we had lunch. Half a slice of
bread with butter soaked in egg. He had his little food critic face on,
nodding and saying "Mmm...um!" Guess from that and the fact he scoffed
it that he liked it.
I sms'd Josh after a while, coz I needed something, and couldn't work out what.
Pain
got longer. Not happy. Still, managed to avoid yelling at Tao for no
reason except for one time, can't even remember why. I wasn't doing too
well though. Talked to people on irc while trying to entertain Tao at
the same time. Acknowledged that I was needing help or something but
still not having a clue what I was needing. Ring Josh, have a quick
chat to him, he asks me if I need him to come home. I can't decide.
After
he's finished his lab report Josh calls me back and asks again if I
need him home, then comes home. Pain hurts lots. Josh is really tired
and constantly apologising for being short. We have dinner and then I
put Tao to bed. Josh is falling asleep as I'm taking Tao to bed, I doze
off for half an hour or so after settling Tao, then go out and snuggle
up with Josh. Finally realise what I need, lots of Josh cuddles, which
he hasn't been able to give coz he's been too busy with uni work.
Pain is still paining. Contractions still contracting. Two more days til 36 weeks.