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Less stress helps a lot. I better finish what I can of the MARS site and palm it back, going to have enough to deal with as is.

I'm surprised and yet not by how in tune I am with myself. I can feel things moving around and developing, occasionally it gets uncomfortable but for the most part it's just intrigueing. I should probably go make a doctor appointment and go get an ultrasound at some point. The morning sickness isn't so bad, seeing as I'm not stressed about things. I seem to be getting familiar with this baby as well, a lot sooner than I did with Tiny. Josh reckons it's probably coz I know what to look for now, he's probably right. We had a slight scare as we were talking, thinking maybe I was a month further along than we thought, seeing as my last period was unusual. But I'm pretty sure there was enough blood there to warrant being a proper period.

I'm not sure how I really feel about additional kids. My parents don't reeally care either way. Josh's parents are convinced that we -need- to have another one so Tao has a "playmate". There's five cats and a dog and I'm sure he'll have friends, he is a very easygoing and friendly little guy, so I don't see why he needs a playmate. I don't want any more kids, but if I get knocked up and there is one in there, I don't want it to go away, coz then I would feel like I killed it because I rejected it. I'm so confused. I guess I don't mind getting pregnant again. I feel kinda bad though, coz there's all these people trying so hard to get babies and not getting them and we were trying so hard to not get a baby. Ehh, shit happens, and it's not necessarily a bad thing.

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Not really much to report. We found out that Tiny knows that sticks can be limb extensions, we caught him trying to play with the light switch with a hockey stick (seeing as he can't actually reach the light switch, being short).

He's having a really long nap, probably because he missed most of his afternoon one. Josh is also having a really long nap. I feel really, really, really blah.

Anyway. Thought I'd post more photos. Just because.